To Derek
I miss
The early morning kitchen cups of tea
Catching up on the news and gossip
I miss
Those conversations across the desk tops
Pretty much doing the same
I miss
Being summoned from afar
And taking my reading glasses – just in case
I miss
Being texted or called in boring meetings
Just to embarrass me and make me laugh
I miss
Those cheeky glances across a room
That tell me you’ve had enough
I miss
Teaching in class with you
And the way we run it like a double act
I miss
You jumping out at me
Or throwing things at me
I miss
The way you know just when to give me a hug
And ‘lend’ me my one tissue
I miss
My line manager
(zoom just isn’t the same)
But more than that
I miss my friend.
2020

This was written as we moved into yet another lockdown and had to do a full academic year of teacher training online – no face-to-face classes at all. It was horrible and difficult, and we learnt a lot, including how much you miss the human contact that you get when you don’t work from home.
PUBLISHED online for an AHRC funded project run by the University of Plymouth and Nottingham Trent University